i decided to stay home today...i couldn't find a good enough reason to go... called luke last night...wasn't home even though he told me he would be...so mabe he just decided he didn't want to hear my begging...so i wrote him a note and begged and had my sister take it to him since i stayed home... i told him to call me...i hope he doesn't hate me...he shouldn't...i hope he says yes and comes...i really want him to...i told him if he doesn't like it i'll never ask him to go again...*weeps*... i'll update later...i don't exactly have a whole lot to say... heres something neat... IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end. 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price. 12. A milkshake. 13. A long distance phone call. 14. A bubble bath. 15. Giggling. 16. A good conversation. 17 The beach. 18. Finding a $20 in your coat from last winter. 19. Laughing at yourself. 20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 21. Running through sprinklers. 22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 24. Laughing at an inside joke. 25. Friends. 26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner). 29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. 30. Playing with a new puppy. 31. Having someone play with your hair. 32. Sweet dreams. 33. Hot chocolate. 34. Road trips with friends. 35. Swinging on swings. 36. Wrapping presents under the Christma s tree while eating cookies and milk 37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid. 38. Going to a really good concert. 39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger 40. Winning a really competitive game. 41. Making chocolate chip cookies.. 42. Having your friends send you homemade cookies. 43. Spending time with close friends. 44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends. 45. Holding hands with someone you care about. 46. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change 47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over. 48. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you. 49. Watching the sunrise or sunset. 50. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day. UPDATE: well school is out now...its 3:37...april is home now...i'm clean...i showered and did my hair...took some new pics but i have to download the picture program since it erased when dad rebooted it...*sigh*...pretty good ones...ape's friend is spending the night...she's so weird...makes me feel a little uncomfortable at times but they'll be in her room...or i'll be in mine talking to luke...*sigh*...my hair looks super hot!...i like it a lot...takes a while though....hmmm...gunna have to wake up early when i want to do it like this...i'm still sick i think...my cheeks are wicked flushed and they burn...ugh! later!