well we're doing this project in english or something like that...we have to give a speech on how to do something...mine is "how to paint your nails" because besides singing and giving advice its the only thing i can do well...and well it looks like i'll be doing that for a long while!.... i'm starting to think that i wish i could finish highschool but just because of the people...i don't know i'm so confused! i realized how much i'm going to miss every one! stupid john...he should have just not have payed attention to me...we hung out in sencond period again and i got a little sad because i'm not going to see my friends any more... and i know even though i REALLY don't want it to happen...morganna and i will drift apart and i hate it! i finally get a best friend...like all through middleschool my friends left me...and freshman year...pretty much a loner...but then morganna and i became friends and have been friends pretty much since the day before her accident...and now i'm scared...we wont ever hang out and things'll change...i hate myself for being so lazy that i couldn't get a couple of D's...i better marry rich! i got more SUN IN today...well mom got me some...i almost went and got some today but i didn't have the chance...so it was good that i didn't.... its really windy lately...so i can't go in the sun...*cries*....but i can use the hairdryer...mabe...mom is taking the good one...they're leaving tomarrow...i'm going to see if john will take me to my church tomarrow after school...mabe i'll invite him too...well yeah...later!!!