it makes me so mad!!! the school blocked this site because its not educational!!! it such a stupid system!!! it may not be 'educational' but it could stop one from well lets just not think about those horrible things... well today begins another boring and lonely weekend...i hate not doing anything...i want to go shopping. i haven't done that in a very long time...i need some new clothes...i wish i lived in pismo...then i would probably be thinner...but also have some thing to do every weekend...i'd just walk down to the beach and keep walking forever...picking up rocks and shells as i go along...sand in my pockets and water on my feet...mmmm i can almost smell the clam chowder.... today sucked so much...but i, forgive me, might like john again...shut up morganna! now that kevin is gone...well john is available...because he doesn't have kevin glued to his shoulder....well i think i'll watch some tv now...bye!