Listening to: The Arcade Fire - Rebellion (lies)
Feeling: disconnected
But you cant stop nothing
if you got no control
of the thoughts in your mind
that you kept in, you know
you dont know nothing
but you dont need to know
the wisdoms in the trees
not the glass windows
You cant stop wishing
If you dont let go
But things that you find
and you lose, and you know
you keep on rolling
put the moment on hold
the frames too bright
so put the blinds down low. jack johnson.
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Adventures in cell phone holders making. its going very well. i got tired of seeing scratches on my phone. i though i'd use this kewl fabric i have saved that i never used.
MMm i finally went to work today. i worked 1-10. wow. im so proud. haha. i had fun. it was busy and i was absolutly perfect. not over or short. crystal's the new CSL she deserves it shes been in service forever.
cupcake bakeoff roy so won. i voted 3 times for him. shhh.
yesterday i went to a show with maddie. it was dissapointing. the bands were eh. and the ppl were even more eh. i had fun hanging with maddie though she's cool. we decided that next time we're going clubbing me and her. dance dance dance...
every time you close your eyes.
Mmmmm i don't know what else to say. i've had this feeling lately like i really am not here i want to be somewhere else. or someone else. i guess its all the non sleep and non drama in my life. ha. sure bob.
i want my teal shirt back. i need to get it.
i haven't had dreams i miss my dreams i have awesome ones cept on occasion i do have some wyrd ones. its kay though
Hey Mama. makes me wanna really dance. so shake ur bum buma! la la la la la
Fresh Shrimp from this morning tastes good for lunch. yummm
homework time.
tangernuts.
i like my hair today ¢¾
****** May 1st*****
its 12:00 am so i should say may 2nd. i have two tests tomorrow or today, whatver ill just stick to tomorrow. jack johnson is my new fav. my new coldplay. this soo rests my soul. i need it. that feeling hasn't yet flown away.
im still hoping. im just anxious for my tests to be done and over with.
i worked two days in a row for the first time in 2 weeks. it made really remember why i don't like shopping with lots of people.
DOWN WITH FINALS.i hate you
its 3:30 am and i can't sleep my mind isn't at ease with anything. these thoughts i keep just stay and sway i feel uneven. gah. i really really really need some sleep but i can't find it. mmm im try some breathing thing i learned. lets hope i can find what im looking for.
Stay away from the books for a day. Get some rest.
+DaVid+