Once again i find myself within the library community here at Pan Am. i should be focusing on my research paper on the stupid city of mcallen but i could care less so instead im writing here. within the next two weeks i'll be attending AA meetings and in class we practiced how to say hi and the proper rules and ettiquite.i think i spelled that wrong. do i want to spell check... no. newhoooo i've been feeling a little sad lately due to the events i talked about in another entry probably the one before this... and listening to certain topics in class about similar situations makes me feel like i need to get something done or resolved or whatever and i don't really know what to say or how to say it and if i really want to get out my situation. anyhoooo enough of that stuff. i need to really practice my juggling. it stinks.