My mom is going to work with me at stein mart. she's got the position as an area manager. its kinda wryd. oh well. im here at frank's mom's work. its kinda fun. just sitting here watching. i did the training at service desk . it was kinda easy. but being by myself is another thing and when there's alotta people. so let's see how often im there. hopefully not at all . just a usefull skill. i hope that alott. ******* Im here at home its 10:00 and im listening to rap. wheee. its funny i was watching mtv. now im not. gahhh. im thinking about buying a sewing machine. that would be really fun. i hope i can remember how to use one. since i haven't in 4yrs. ohhh my i think ive feeling wyrd lately. just like things are wrong or that something is wrong with me. i don't remember my dreams anymore. and all i want to do is not be where im at where ever i am. hopefully things will get better. so ya