hrrmmm. this last week has been very odd indeed. after much much fighting with frank i felt tired of the same routine and felt like i needed a break from the relationship fighting that seems to never end. i got ahold of some of my girlfriends i hadn't talked to in awhile and i had fun. it felt as if i could breathe again. i was my old jolly self without the pointless bickering ... i did girly stuff i hadnt done in forever and got to be just a girl with just girls. i missed that. i really did. i left frank out of my life for a few days and i shouldn't have because he has been such a big part of it. but a piece of me liked the solitude that came to me for those few days. we have since reunited and talked and are trying mend back our relationship before we decide to give up and lose those 2 years we have given. its hard. to think that what has been your life for so long could be the one thing that needs to change. i don't know what's going to happen in the future but i hope frank and i will always remember these wonderful 2 years of our lives whether we're 30 and married or 21 and living two different lives. its nice to know i have friends.. and i have someone wonderful in my life. hats off to you frankie-sama<3 ************* its 7:42 pm im at a standstill.... i didn't mention one thing about my day. i woke up at seven.. washed clothes at 10. frank came over at 2 and we watched tv. i talked to christina about going to panam to show her where her classes will be and now im here. wheee. i want to go to the beach . i dont have to work until friday. oh yes. rubi leaves back to denton tomorrow i think christina wants to go say buy to her or call her or something like that. it was nice to hang out with her before she leaves. chris rubi and i watched princess diaries 2. such a girly thing to do awwwwww