Listening to: Tonight, Tonight-Smashing Pumpkins
Feeling: childish
hrmmm.. tonight i passes my retake for exam#2 in pyschology. yea for jessica. wh00t. mmmmmmmmm today was easy day at work. just putting away dozens of socks. i hate socks. i never wanna see another one again. well just on my feet when its cold.
frank's all into his america's army. he's kinda scary hearing him yell like a bipolar schizo. hrmm.. was that right? i dunno.
im trying to make a calm mix.so im going through a bagillion songs. i got some good calm songs.yea for me.
im not looking forward to this weekend. i know i have to work. and there is going to be a surplus of incoming ppl from mexico. a gah. i need to get my helmet ready.
i was on looking through lj journals and i read one about this girl getting dissed really bad, it was sad. such ugly things said.
i wanna go to the beach.
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4:53 am
im so bored at the moment. im gonna break. i need another voice to hear. i wrote this
the night out.
walking straight in lines
point blank seen before
time does fly when
nothing moves and pieces fall
exploding images capsize
the bludering fool
caught up in riots for fifty years
you are the remix
the utmost super shade of blue
the soul search ends in waves of sand and fog
hit the sticks so swell my friend
talk to the party crazed
sidewalk talk
sittin at Ihop waiting for??
pancakes. and the straight line home.
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i need sleep. but i cannot find it.
I hate being short. I wish I could be a normal height for my age, but I've always been this way. I'm lucky to have reached 5 foot I guess. It's really tough when people don't understand your situation and they judge you before getting to know you for who you really are.
i havent really used my diary in sucha long time :P i dont really no y just busy at work ...boo on that