holiday break is going by waaaay tooo fast/ ive been house sittingm, and that has been the experience of a lifetime. :) I'm really really undeniably thirsty right now, im dehydrated, and my liver is swollen. I do not, i repeat, DO NOT want to go back to school! i just want to keep having fun....ok, christmas briefly went as follows: ate at home with the family, got everything i didnt ask for because i didnt bother to make a xmas list this year. i got high in my room by myself because, well, why not. then. i left home to go and house sit and somehow ended up with a house full of kids, ounces of mj, a grinder, and an intruder who actually had more of a reason to be there than ANY of us. troy and alex got in a spat that was more entertaining than anything...later alex m and davey were over racking havoc over EVERYTHING. we smoked a christmas joint over a nice meal of mac and cheese. i pass out. they take my car...and then comes the morning after. the first part of the 26th consisted of me standing at bixbys doing absoultely nothing but swapping tales of love, life, and sex? with B. then going back to the house and cleaning then just a lot of smoking went on. the next day was just complete smoking all day long until the wee hours of the night. rachele passed oout at about 2, but me, being the devout insomniac that i am stayed up. at like 3 i went to pick up a boy from some girls house in a neighboorhood i used to live in. he was semi drunk, and i was semi high. and he is more than semi hot. soo..in conclusion, i had sex with him. Now, Wednesday-i laid low all day for the most part until about 9 when i ventured over to billys semi-stoned from resin, and immediately downed a budweiser (and i dont liek beer) then another...then me and some younger girls took some shots. and then i had another budweiser. Billys was fun and mellow. i then went to find some more of my drunken friends. at Sex's house (alexis new nickname) me and B sneak out and go back to billys becuase i lost the back of my cell phone and she wanted to kiss a black boy. i kiss billy. b gets kissed by matt (not the black boy she wanted) boys give out lots of hugs cuz me and B are the most desirable girls in the world and they cant have us...i go back to the house because alex and levi are there without any adult supervision, once im there i fix myself a nice tall glass of captain morgans spiced rum. it burns my throat the way pouring hot wax no your hand hurts but feels so damn good. i drink...and drink...and drink...until i tell myself all reason has left my mind. i have sex. again. with the same boy.again. his friend is overcome by jealousy and leaves, we go to sleep. and now its thursday. good god. what a week... (you sleep next to woman that you dont deserve) you, are a scrub. lol does anyone recall that classic TLC song? " a scrub is a guy who cant get no love from me, HANGING OUT THE PASSENGER SIDE OF HIS BEST FRIENDS RIDE..." um, well shit i think im almost sick of being a mangy little whore, but not quite yet, theres still some ppl on my list that i have to go through first. 5/6/7/8...