the one year is coming. one year ago today you couldve found me in a drunken stupor with a girl who isnt even my friend anymore. but we wre "best friends" then, anyway im sure i had skipped school and was looking for cash in the back sheet of my white lumina that i had driven madly into the ditch on numerous occasions. of course, my search always ended empty handed so i would rummage through my belongings because i needed something to pawn off in exchange for ecstasy money. ecstasy ecstasy ecstacy=----exactly what it brought me!??!! right? right. not really, im sure in plunged me further itno the depths of my mania, my depression. and now im here. SOBRIETY: thats my new drug of choice::