i really have nothing to say, i think that i make really poor choices in my life. i also think that i have some sort of complex when it comes to relationships. the only reason i bring this up is because it seems thats what everyone brings up. you should never give your heart to a wild thing. and i am wild. i am free. or soo i like to think... maybe not as much as i used to be, maybe more. oh who knows now adays. (i want my old friends, i want my old face[hair] fuck this time and place) im sick of boys coughing up their time and money like little dolls and expecting me to curl up like a little cat at their feet. im sick of them thinking i belong to them in some sort of way, im sick of them saying that they love me like thats something so rare and unusual. many many many have been in this position before, many i tell you. so shower me with endearing compliments about my "bubbly" personality and my "beautiful" features. like its something ive never heard before. guess what, ive heard it all BEFORE. dont waste your time, im a sure thing.