The Luxury of Loneliness

by maeday
Feeling: ambivalent
i hate the fact that i feel i need these things, i hate that i cant have them, i hate that i want them...so much, so bad of every second of every day until i no longer exist. i hate missing people that i know i shouldnt miss, but all i want is warmer weather, and parents who trust me, and my red car...and my best friend. each one had a role in this... just another film that wont get made. ::we were young and dumb but it still was fun::
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"i hate the fact that i feel i need these things, i hate that i cant have them, i hate that i want them... i hate missing people that i know i shouldnt miss..."

I couldn't have said it any better myself. Knowing you can't have something and wanting it all the more... not to mention when you know that people could have it. And they can have it in front of you, and you can't say anything.

Well, it sucks. So thanks for being like me.

<3
i miss you,& you know the obvious..cuz youre good at that stuff when it comes to me..knowing what im thinking,the unknown to everyone else, .iloveyou.
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