Today's Zeek's Birthday and he told me he would see me this morning and hang out with James tonight but looks like he lied to me again! DAMN him...:"( I just wanna break down and cry...i mean i love him so much and i know he loves me too but DAMN!! This is just bullshit! Seriously it is! Well fuck him! that's all i've got to say right now...maybe he'll change his attitude some how some way? who knows...well gots to goes byes~!