Don't u just love people who lie?? Isn't it the best thing in the world? I hate IT! This shit isn't fair!! I never once did anything to be treated like this! Just b/c he's my b/f doesn't mean they need to go blame me and bitch to me about the shit that he did and he didn't do!!!!! I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT DID HAPPEN NO ONE CAN SAY I ACTUALLY SAID WHAT DID HAPPEN I JUST SAT BACK and LISTENED and there was ONLY ONE STORY I HEARD!!! I have no control over it SHIT I WAS IN THE FUCKING BATHROOM do you EXPECT ME TO HAVE ESP??? Fuck it all, and fuck the world! I can't take this shit anymore! I'm done with it all! So yea...have fun! And DIE! I would just love to take the blade in my own hands and create my own little world in my skin...my perfect life ********************************************* To have people there to care, to have people there who don't lie to me, to have people there i can trust, and take diss me behind my back to not say shit about me...to ACTUALLY HAVE MY BACK...i can't wait til i get a car and then u'll see if this life is worth sticking around for i want to get as far away from as ever and i will never look back... cause when i look back all i see are people who don't know how to treat people, people who like to make people feel like when FOR ONCE they never did anything to deserve this shit...go ahead and think i'm just whining! This is my life i'll live the way i want and i will go on and take care of my pain my own way...shit being away from EVERYONE here would be my first step!~ I have never been so HURT in my life...I thought i could trust people, but obviosly thinking is my worst characteristics!!