Hey...I'm so tired we started school at 10 am today do to the weather...ok so i guess that's the only reason i like snow!...it's the first day of school...which i hate!.. We went to Drew's the 2nd of this month...we chilled with him a lil' bit...then a lil later Zeek and I were on our way to get Rachel and Taylor (Zeek's sister and lil' nephew) and we were talking about our break-up. He told me he still loved me but the reason he did it is because we fight too much...i told him that i thought about moving to Oklahoma with my aunt...just to get away from everything...that it was the best way i know i could handle my life...and he said he didn't want me to move...that it would ruin our chances of ever being able to be together again...and i said well u said that it was never going to happen...so y should i jsut wait around for nothing...there was silence...then we just started talking we get to Ra's place...and i get out and walk over to where he's standing...and he embraces me (its really fucking cold) and he gives me a kiss tells me he loves me...then he asks if I would go back out with him...i hesitate because i think it's just a dream then i say yes...of course...i love you too much to have this pass us by...we make out...and he still has me in his arms he holds me and we go inside Ra's on the phone...and he embraces me again...we talk...and then Taylor starts crying so i take care of him...he's just the cutest lil' baby ever! I love him so much! He's mine!! lol....yea... The rest of the week was really good...:)...and now i'm stuck here in school...being bored outta my mind...i have to go to Kearney tomorrow for an appointment then come back to town a few hours later go back to Kearney...for WoRk! Go me!! lol yea w/e...it's just a waste of gas!! Well that's about all for now...my b-day's in 3 months and 12 days!! love and butterflies..Riah Lee!