I Guess Im Ok

Listening to: eric clapton-layla
Feeling: apologetic
I took some new pics yesterday with my bestest friend in the world. gladys that hot stuff!!! So yeah it was awesome we where chillin under the night sky in her cosy backyard laying on the floor. Hmm today im not sure what im going to do I might see John and we might go watch a movie Sin City. I dont know i been really lazy lately and canceling are dates or else his foot is still hurting i hope his wound starts healing im sure with the stiches he'll be ok. So today im just really tired still from yesterday and the day before but im ok. I had this weird dream about my ex and we were talking again and we were also hanging out "as friends" and when i woke up i didnt want to belive that hes still in my mind in a way. So hopefully this feeling of fear will pass me soon. So about the vegas thing where still looking for a hotel there all so expensive man. $200 and over. But im sure were going. Im going to miss writing on my diary and all of you buddies that leave me such great comments.haha im only leaving for two days. Peace Out Love Janis
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lol, me and jason are soooo gonna get married. i've decided. he gets no choice!
hehe
he's so damn cute. he's all like "i love you to bits rach" and so cute like that.
wish we didnt argue so much, could make a decent bf if that wasnt a prob!
hey, just thought i'd say hey. again lol. i didnt see your name on the active list but there are a few...
yes that pic is me and Devan thank you for the comment
no he doesnt but wtv he said we will be friends forever i dont think so. ive been pretty shitty like that guy determines my mood for the day its so retarted and i hate it he said he wuld call me last nite but he didnt cuz he was with his ex oh well wtv i give up for sure now. how is ur love situation going?