Well things have been getting better. My mom is still sad (of course) and so is everyone at home. I introduced my mom to a band called "manu chao" she liked it but for some reason it reminded her of her dad and she almost cried in the car while we where listening to some of his songs. She mentioned that when she drives she thinks about him more than ussual. I dont know what exactly to say to her. This is the first time i go through this and im not sure how to handle it. I think that lately ive been maturing. Im no longer easy manipulated. Ive been hurt bad enought to say that im over being blue and like manu chao says "I'm so happy there's nobody in my place instead of me". So lets just say everything is ok and im just living my life to the fullest... Peace out Love Zo