I back on track on school im going to stay after class tomarrow to do the essay that i missed. But everything is well i feel a lot better not but i still have to drink a lot of water. Anyways today was a good day i was happy i wrote some poems well 2 i felt like it was time to go back into writing i havent for a month or 2 weird! ~*::::::LOST::::::11/29/05::::::*~ I found something that makes me happy and this time im not pushing it away but it self is pushing me away now I say I understand and I say goodbye but not ment forever Im sure I smile and prented its ok but not in my heart not this time you gave me hope you gave me sometime that I hold so dear you made me predent I knew to fly away from my problems you where my simple high you where my drug free lover Yesterday was all about hugs and kisses and it seem eternal But today I lay in bed nearly half dead ~*:::::Beautiful & Unique:::::11/29/05:::::*~ Beautiful and unique the smile is lovely the touch is gentle with passion the kiss that haunts those eyes that hypnotize the voice of love The heart that’s so pure She’s to kind She’s to sweet She’s something that you need. But lonely she is as she always felt she frowns when she cry’s she hides from her fears under a soft blue blanket it’s the only thing that holds her and makes her feel safe She floats on the clouds not to often but when she dose you see the stars shine brighter than the moon She makes you feel alive She is blessing and love. Peace Out Love ZO