I know its been a few days since i havent writen. lets just say that ive been busy busy busy with schedualing classes to helping my mom with work. Ive been down these cuple of days. Ive been hiding behind this smiling mask. I dont know why ive been really emotional. I guess i want a boyfriend i feel lonely. I wanna a wake up call from someone i like lots, i want him to be here when i need him. I just hope i could get over Him and move on. I never knew it was gonna be this hard. Peace Out Love Janis