heyyyyyyy so happy new years everybody!! yay! this year went by super quick. i cant believe it. i hate new years though. i do not want to get older. i like the age im at. anyway, he came over yesturday, and all we did sleep. it was nice. long over due. that is what makes me happy. just being together. hes so wonderful at the moment. he always calls me now which makes me so happy. we went to salzer's yesturday with my sissy and we rented movies. i REALLY wanted to get Garden State, but no such luck. We also got In & Out, which effed up my diet for the day. i was doing pretty well before then. i ate chex cereal for breakfast, then i ate evil in n out, then i had a salad (a really yummy one though! :) for dinner w/ water! yay! and i actually jogged with my doggy yesturday. i just woke up so im hoping this day will be a good dieting day. wow i bet this last paragraph was incredibly boring.. sooooo my eye is still disgusting! great! and i wanted to do my makeup all pretty for the party tonight :( laaame. i still think im going to but i bet ill like have to have my eye amputated if i do anything else to it. it hurts so bad so im keeping it closed because its also really blurry. and watery. i hate the eye. last night we went out to dinner and omg i feel so self conscious with it. i feel like everyone who looks at me is like "omfg how disgusting. ive lost my appetite" i feel like a monster! k so im exaggerating a tad. but i do feel that way. and it does look better since yesturday. its less puffy and the pink is going away. my mom left on a cruise this morning and now my step dads parents are watching us. i think im going to miss my mommy :( i dont think i mentioned this yet, but for christmas i recieve a BIKE! I wanted one really bad. i got it the day after christmas. its blue and it has a basket and the seat is white and very large. i like it. it also has a dinosaur bell. yeppp so im going to get in the shower and brush my hair and such, im really going to try my hardest to look ok for the party tonight. i want to make my makeup all pretty and stuff. but knowing me ill probably ending up looking like a clown. lol. i usually just wear eye liner y mascara. yeahhhh so good bye,