hi. soooo HAPPY NEW YEARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS (again.) yeah i had like the most greatest night ever. it was one of those nights where the whole next day i just kept thinking to myself "wow i had so much fun last night". i went to ryan's partay and there was like the nicest people ever there. i looked pretty flippin sick, like a boy, because i couldnt wear any makeup because of my STUPID eye but whenever my eye was brought up all i got was sympathy no teasing or gasps or dirty looks. but one girl, a really nice girl who i met named maura i think, said that she thought i was on coke or something. hahaha thats silly i would NEVER do coke. another nice girl i met was named kelamy i think, thats a really pretty name. but anyway she laughed alot and just seemed real... real, and i love people who dont get all caught up in trying to be cool or put out an image and they just be themself. everyone there was honestly about 23184713x cooler than me, but they were all so nice & friendly! i loved it. everyone was dancing & drunk and oh it was great. there was the greatest dance music too lol ! ryan is so nice for having a party. we ended up waiting for 3 hours for a cab and decided to pay ryan's brother to give us a ride rather than wait around. then we went to shawna's to stay the night, me shawna amie and taylor that is, and went to sleeeeeeep. all night people kept telling me how cute taylor and i are. i dont know how to react when people say that lol. what do u say? "ohh thank you"? it was nice though. and i dont know were not usually very into "public display of affection" but taylor was drunk and i was a little "buzzed" and he was like really uhmm touchy lol. i like him so much. hes so wonderful. happy new years my princes and princesses.