hi ok so 1st of all, in my last entry, omgosh im such a stupid over-reactive, PHYSCO!! girl sometimes! now, of course everything is back to normal, and if not, better! shortly after i wrote that entry, taylor came by with his brother chasen. taylor got me a subscription to cosmopolitan (my favortist magazine EVER!!) and this gorgeous bracelet, and this cool pac-man thingy, im obessed with pac man lol. and he gave me a card! fuck hes so perfect and sweet!!!!!!! christmas was like.. perfection. up until the last few hours, that is.. i got tons and tons of things i dont deserve, my favorite gifts that i recieved are a black cool ass sweater my mom gave me, SEX AND THE CITY SEASON 5!!!! which my grama gave me, and although ive already seen all the episodes, im MORE than thrilled! :) and THE WHITE ALBUM!!!!!!!! by the beatles, which my mom also gave to me! and i got Naked Lunch, which is a book I've wanted for quite some time. I think i am getting a red bicycle in a few hours, me and my family are going to bakersfield, where my step dads family is. we are leaving in like 10 minutes and i wanted to type up an entry real quick before we go. sooo amie and shawna came over on christmas day, my family had a party at our house where all our relatives came down. it was so much fun with them! i seriously LOVE those girls. they are my life. and taylor and my brother are the boys i love. i just get SO happy when i am around them. so so so. at like 5 my mom was like "how about i make u guys some cosmopolitans" which were DELICOUS! and it was so much fun becuase me + my sis + shawn + amie were all drinking lol and i think my sister got pretty drunk, but i didnt really that much.. wasnt really feeling it lol.. but then my step dad freaked out lol and ruined everything, but it was still fun! and i love my sis sooo much!! shes 18, and goes to college and is visisting right now. we are NOTHING a like but yet we get a long very easily.. well sorta :) but shes wonderful.. i wish she still lived here! but yeah taylor and chasen came by and omg I LOVE TAYLOR!!!!! hes such a sweetie!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im going to miss him while im in bakersfield today :( but then when everyone left (relatives, taylor, etc) me my sis, shawna, and amie all watched GIA which is a wonderful movie!! but its so sad! kkkll well i have much more to say bye