ok so basically i am in a wonderful mood &&& today has been spectacular !!! well except for last night, allow me to fill you in.. k i dont know if ive mentioned this, but my sted dad's parents have been watching my siblings and i because my mom and step dad went on a cruise for 10 days. they are good people, but well, not to be rude or ungreatful, but they are MEAN. and well last night they told my sister that she had to leave monday morning at 9:00 am! so her being the prideful girl she is packed up her things and left that night. and well now i am feel better, but at the time i felt so empty. i felt as though all my family, my real family is being taken away from me. my daddy lives in Kuwait.. far far away from here... i see him once a year, if i am lucky.. and well now she is gone too. where has my family gone ? at least i have my brother though... and my mother.. and yes although he is an asshole at times i also have my step dad. but yeah i am SO BUMMED that she had to leave. i effing love my sister. shes wonderful. yesturday we went to salzer's and out to lunch/dinner but i didnt eat. we went w/ shawna taylor chasen and obviously lauren (my sis). we rented garden state. and i liked it, but people made it seem like it was ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS and well i just thought it was ok. perhaps i need to see it again? yeah, i do. well yeah it was a very good last day with my lovely sister. (who i miss very much..) soooo today, my god, had been so great. school went by quickly for the most part. im a little stressed about my finals. finals i need to prepare for: -biology -spanish those are the main ones i guess u could say. i hope i do well, if i get a 3.0 or higheri get $$500!!!! man oh man. i plan on spendin like $200 on clothes and such when i lose weight (..if i lose weight, that is..) and then putting the rest in savings for a car, although i dont really need one because i have a wonderful blue bicycle.. but yeah today guys, i did very wonderfully on my diet! yayyyyyy! AND i ran with my puppy! i ran lots until i could barely breathe (haha) and the back of my leggys hurt! yeeeessss! and i didnt eat din-din. but only because i had popcorn and DELICOUS chai tea at taylor's. omg i think that tea played a large part on why my day today was so good. also because today taylor my lovey love love and i did not fight at all today. omgosh its just been GREAT. he is so fucking awesome. and u know i mean it because i only say bad words when i really mean something.... BUT HOLY FUCK I LOOOOOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! his bday is on jan. 12th and i am still brainstorming how i shall really make his day. i havent really thought of anything spectacular yet.. if u have any ideas, they would be very apreciated! i love you my darlings.