hi, so life has been very good this week, i got my license afterall. the test was surprisingly easy, the man who tested me like helped me out at soem parts. its really fun being able to drive to and from school and to my friend's houses whenever i please. ive been to Salzers and downtown more times this week than i have in the last couple months. and i am obsessed with blasting my favorite bands/songs and driving by myself singing the lyrics as loud as i can, checkin out hotties on the way. fucking scum bag hahaha ive been hanging out with brooke alot lately, i love that girl, shes hilarious. sarah too. i love the both of em. tomarrow night should be fun.. im pretty sure im jsut going to be disappointed.. I REALLYYYYYYY want to see him. reallyreallyreally and im pretty sure this isnt beneficial in anyway, my feelings for him that is. sdlakjfhsdfkjsadh seriously, you have no idea how PERFECT this guy is. perfectperfectperfect. ive been trying to raise my grades, i got a geometry tutor, i almost fell asleep during the lesson. she has one of the voices that just lures you to sleep. and im over school by the way. i feel incredibly detached from everyone. im big on connection. i dont feel it there. i want to go to pacific. or el camino. not really el camino. pacific. i wish i could. whatevs. <333333333333333