i dont know why im writing in this right now. 1/2 way through with my senior year of high school, and its pretty intense! my life consists of community service, which i do downtown, at this place called the girl's club. i really like it, its really cute. we do arts and crafts and play four square and stuff. then i also work, i hate my job, its possibly the worst job you can imagine.. it used to be alright because i really liked my coworkers, but now a lot of them are quitting. and i dont know what to do. i plan on quitting in january when minimum wage is said to raise, and go back to my old job. then the other time im trying to do homework and school projects, hanging out w/ my friends, trying to exercize (but it doesnt work out too well..) and uhmm hanging out with my boyfriend. im still with david. i just applied to colleges, my top choice is Santa Cruz although I dont know if im going to get accepted or not, I HOPE SO! i already got accepeted into san francisco state, and that is my second choice. the holidays are coming up, and that really excites me. i love the holidays. this year i really want a cute pair of moccasins, and a warm like, vietnam style fitted winter coat. i love to bundle up, love the old weather, icy wind. my school, is alright. its going i sopose. i dont have too many friends, sometimes its gets annoying. true friends arent true friends if you feel like a nuisance when you hang around them. blah