today it happened i finally saw him and by him i mean eric and by eric i mean the boy ive been thinking about constantly for a little over a month/amazing boy i met at this party/boy that asked for my number and never called he came into my work breathe i couldnt even believe like what i have been looking for for all that time was right in front of me, as fucking ridiculous at it seems my heart sunk into my tummy and i couldnt breathe i was thinking so quickly and my legs were shaking we talked and laughed and we are hanging out friday i gave him my RIGHT # because when i first gave it to him we were both drunk and i guess he put it in wrong i seriously just hope he calls me i kind of feel like hes not and i shouldnt get my hopes up just like wowwwwww how amazing if this worked out