[17] so wont you kill me, so i die happy

by xgetxnakedx
Feeling: flighty
So... yea! how about i love the random comments... ya'll r awesome! but please no perverted ones... :) thanks... I went over Cody Gs today and we got our counselor forms filled out! i love teaching canoeing and im so happy my training this summer wont interfere again! yay... props for the army today!* Also... im going cruise clothes shopping soon and im way excited! I cant wait for that at all... nd to graduate... 81 more days and cya freakin bye ecc! Ok... bbl! u know u love me! Muah xoxo -Crystal
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Nah, dont worry about it. im an extremely open person
ask me anything!! lol

I had a really bad past, so i have depression.
anddd i started cutting when i was like...12? and i just quit like..november or so. i hate the disease now, but every now and then i still slip
after 2 or 3 years my skin got reaaally screwed up, and i got to the point where i decided enoughw as enough.
i used to cut reaaally bad lol

feel free to ask me anything!!
Girl you fucking rock, that nose is a little big. But thats cool its you.
[Anonymous]
umm I wasnt being sarcastic i was just mad cause everyone thinks that Im probably fake! U look like ur only 14 not 18 so I think I know whos the only one faking here
[Anonymous]
heh thanks! i couldnt have done it with out you! bubble are my thing!
xoxo
-Rachie-
hey! i wanted to thank you for helping me with my diary!
xoxo
-Rachie-
yes I am! I know ur jealous
[Anonymous]
yeah, it's just that decent used cars are like 6 grand so yeah
ramdom comments random thoughts of frenetic synaptic altercations.

random motion and brownian circumlocution.

random drunk guy.

[cicero]
[Anonymous]
it can't be repaired. I have to buy a whole new car. So i have to raise 5,6,7 grand
yeah me too...i probably would have done something stupid to myself if anything did. oh well, now the only problem is my car...which i need a job which i can't get without a car soooo i'm pretty much fucked
i wasn't so much scared since it happened so quickly. I'm freaked out now because i'm thinking what if...like what if i died...or my sister
aw, see, i could cut myself for years but i could never make myself throw up lol. im a very odd and twisted person

and im glad your getting better!
ugh i have a headache...
sorry, so totally random lol
i'm fine. thanks so much. the only thing i worry about is my little sister. if anything happened to her i would never live it down. it's hard to imagine that i could have died 8 hours ago
What kind of eating disorder do you have, if you dont mind me asking? if you do, its okay, i understand.
A lot of drama lately...know how that is? like, at one point everything is okay, and all of a sudden everything dissrupts at once with drama...its crazy...
and painful usually
aw thank you so much...

even if i dont know you, id like to!
we should talk a lot more, im looking forward to comments lol
and thanks, again, its hard to find someone to relate lol
not a lot of people say that to me
thank u thank u, i thought i should get a happier one so i did lol.
i no!! anyway, gtg.

c ya,
~Busy Me
[Anonymous]
lol u look fine. just 2 tell u though, i'm a grl n i'm not a lesbo, so i'm not hitting on u in anyway. lol

i'm just offering some stranger consolment.

~Busy Me <---- my sig lol not as pretty as urs
hehehe thank you

i love your background!
lol me 2 (but not obessively as in stalker-ish lol)
is dat u in ur sig pic?
Ilove well people bitch me out too. And your right I am fuckin awesome!
[Anonymous]
not 3 people, only 2! and hey, every heard of divorce? just be the second and everything is fine! haha, i'm so evil.
oo, one of my friends moved here from pennsylvania. have u been to quebec?
im from the north, eh (aka canada) lol. what about you?
its ok im just teasing u :P
xox
lol :P good job there hehe
xox
of course i don't mind! friends are awesome hehe
a least this is ur last year of school, ive still got 2 and a half years of it left (bleh) :P lol
xox
yeah thats the thing about long weekends, when u get back its all the more depressing lol!
oo im on ur friends list! horay! hehe im adding you too :)
xox
my day was.... boring lol. its the first day back after a four-day weekend, and also my BIRTHDAY weekend, so school is quite dull in comparison hehe. omg i dont blame u for beign excited for the cruise! id be jumping for joy already haha
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i like comments tooooooo lol
whoa ur going on a cruise?! im SOO jealous, ive never ever been on one! is it ur first time?? if not tell me what its like! lol
byebye lol