[23] just a small town girl, living in a lonely world...

Feeling: hateful
Bored... but getting ready to go into work! Hopefully i'll get to talk to my bebe a lot today! I miss him SO much lately... its crazY! haha! So yeah... i found out my x-best friend had an abortion... i prby just want to rip her face off now! she deserves it! its bad enough she was a whore... now shes a baby killing whore! i dont know how anyone could do that and live with themselves, its so wrong and so disgusting! Ohh how much happier we would all be if those people feel of the earth... Grr... anyways! Tomorrow i get to hang out with Hoosey all day and on Monday cuz no freakin school Yay! That puts me in a good mood and i need to go do my exercises before i leave! Yay... u know u love me! Muah!...
xoxo ♥Crysa! Basics... What do you wish your name was? I like my name i guess Are you going to name one of your kids that? nahh... lol i do like C names tho so maybe something similar If you had to be one age forever, what would it be? 17 Any particular reason for that answer? Its such a fun party age and u dont have to worry about getting in as much trouble! Are you ready for a hell of a lot of random questions? sure Have you ever had a bird named Tweety? no... it was Petey Do you want to live in California? possibly... but prby not If yes, is it because you watch The OC? Nah... ive never even seen it! Do you like country music? Yep Are your hands cold right now? pfff yea! Do you like to cuddle? yes... but only with certain ppl What do you think of feet? I dont have nething against feet Name your favorite state. Georgia Would you ever live in Venice, Italy? No... i'd visit it tho! Are you a loser? haha i didnt use to be, but i might be now! lol... prby depends on who ur asking! Would you ever wear polka dots with stripes? haha no... eww i hate polka dots Do you wish you had invented the internet? If i was rich then yes... Do you think you’ve had a past life? Umm yeah duh! If yes, what do you think you were like? I def was a bird too! Do you…? Bite your fingernails? yuck no Stop at stop signs? Usually... Wear shoes in the house? nope Sleep with stuffed animals? one Burn CDs illegally? not really... i use to Hate blowing your nose? mmhmm no... Like the color pink? yep its my favorite Feel lost without your cell phone? Lol i think that question was invented for me! i flip out if i dont have it! Dress nicely? when im going out! i dont really like to tho... Like being touched? no... Have you ever…? Randomly kissed someone? lol idk i dont think so Gotten a picture with someone you don’t know, just for fun? yea lol at Kennywood with Annie and Mar... haha we took a full roll of us with random hott guys! wow i need to go find that now... Punched someone in the face? haha yup Spilled red juice all over your pants? no... i dont like juice! Watched someone sleep? (In a non-stalker way hopefully) yea Listened to a song more than ten times in a row? yep im the queen of repeat! Liked someone too old or too young for you? hmm... not really? Gotten gum stuck in your hair? yes... Do you want to…? Have kids? yup someday Go on a safari? lol already been on one... I still have my safari boots from the Terch meeting Be famous? ehh... it wouldn't be extremely bad but prby not... Get married on the beach? it would be cute... but not really me! im too fat to be on a beach! Be a kid forever? YES! Ride on a camel? did it Get a tattoo? have one Lose ten pounds? omg YES! Go on a road trip? yea... me and Ashie are planning it... that and our Love Parade adventure Randomly beat someone up? not randomly... I may have a reason to Do you know…? Why the sky is blue? Wendel said something about it... I don't remember... I didn't pay attention in her class Which number president Abe Lincoln was? yea Who owns Microsoft? no Who wrote The Star-Spangled Banner? sure do What time it is? yep Who won the Superbowl? yea Motha F-in Tom Brady! Your social security number? yep Your grandmother’s sister’s son’s name? yup Do you have any money in your pocket? I have no POCKETS... I like that word Do you give money to homeless people? No... but i gave them my subway once in DC! Have you ever been to Washington D.C.? wow i just said that... weird! Did you notice all the homeless people near the White House? umm no... It’s pretty sad, isn’t it? I guess so... even though I didn't see them Do you like George Bush? i like his last name! Did you ever see his dog? no Don’t you think that it’s cuter than him? Well George is pretty cute for an old guy! Do you even like Scotties? awe yeah! Marcus has one! Do you have a dog? yep Did you ever collect Spice Girls bubblegum wrappers? of course... they came with stickers too... I had alot of them Do you want a red convertible? uhh sure... id prby wreck it tho! Do you watch American Idol faithfully? I use too... but not this season! Name your favorite season and why. summer... it's when all my awsome, funny memories start and I can't even explain it... I love walking around with the crew during the summer... and pool hopping... and you can't leave out those pool incidents Are there any posters on your walls? yea... Mary Kate and Ashley... i use to have Josh Harnett everywhere back in 6th grade when i was going to marry him! Do you like arcade games? no How many computer speakers do you have? none on my laptop... the sound just comes out the bottom! but two on my desktop... Which room is your computer in? we have like 5 Have you read a book in the past month? yea Have you ever sold anything on eBay? my palm pilot! Did you…today? Brush your teeth? yea Eat breakfast? nope Talk on the phone? yea Fall over? haha not yet Curse? nope Get yelled at? no Spill something? not yet Go anywhere? the doctor Lie? nope Do a survey? funny... yea
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Hi, sorry to hear about your friend. Try not to judge her to harshly I find that people in general who do disgusting and destructive things to themselves usually have deep seated problems related to abuse they have suffered, which is the hallmark of low self-esteem, poor or no boundaries etc etc. If she is behaving like a "whore" most likely she is the product of sexual abuse. She is classic self-loather.It's very sad. XO ~Ra
[Anonymous]
um remember me? anyways i kinda find a person who has all the links for the html codes and all that.. u mite wanna see it since u asked me about the scrolling text or w.e lol.. so go to my page and go to my friend's list.. u;ll know the nickname by looking at it lol.. gud luck :]
aww thanks :)
i hate being disappointed too.
especially by my brother.

xox
muting... that's so perfect.. haha.

+Katie+
lol, the sweete ones can stay too... haha.

+Katie+
lol, definitally. except for the cute ones. haha.

+Katie+
Heh, thanks. Yeah i did..Not very good i know but, hey!
heh, i love ur username.
yeah, right now they are touring and they are gonna record with this guy that has recorded Brand New, My Chemical Romance, Senses Fail....stuff like that so...they are gonna be big one day
nice header pics! ive always wanted to get a cowboy hat but they look dumb on me.

>>jaclyn
[Anonymous]
That shit is why the world is so screwed. No one wants to take responsibility for themselves, just kill it. I hate damn near everything about the world but that is about as fucked up as it gets.
[Anonymous]
yes... guys suck major balls... haha.

+Katie+
yeah pretty good i'd say. I actually kinda got them started because they never played in a big place until they came to play done in Indianapolis and I brought them here so
being naked is fun.
[Anonymous]
hey not much just life

hows urs
thank you
lol oohh so u go to a cathloic school i see why they got soo pissed then ...
yeah i did mention them to you before when you listened to the other stuff they had. glad you enjoy it and the boys say thanks for checking it out as well
they're newest stuff should be up there soon, thanks for checking them out
yeah, being sick sucks... i hope you feel better soon!

+Katie+
omg are u serious!!!!! they wont even let u walk if you didnt go to school 4 one day omg thats soooo gay!!!!!
ohh I know I cannot wait!! The other day was senoior skip day and I wished I was a senior soooo freakin bad lol some journiors skiped and the seniors got all mad lol but I cannot wait till im I senor ohhh the prom nd all lol

ttys

JEnna
ohh well u have fun there lol and dont forget to write me lol

Im in 8th its really boring but 4 more years and Im outta here lol

yeah my names cassandra too..but like noone hardly ever calls me it.
n i think my friend was sorta pressured into having sex. like she felt she had to to have her bf still like her. and yea its only one guy. but still..she should at least use protection..

---Cassie*

oyea n if ya ever wanna talk on aim or suttin, my sn is x only you x 5

c yahs
[Anonymous]
umm nothing really just enoying my weekend and takin it easy and basically getting good grades soo i can do whatever the hell i want to this summer lol

soo are u going to college or anything?
uhmm shes 14 shes gunna be 15 in june shes being retarded tho...they dont even use nething sometimes!! i wanna slap her..n we live in a really small town too. and everryyone knows they have sex because she tells everyone...ya like neone would wanna no rite. lol. but if she got pregnant it would like ruin her familys reputation. n her mom works for the school. shes putting her whole familys reputation at risk.

---Cassie*
[Anonymous]
goo! sorry to hear about your friend's abortion. babies sure are fun. havent talked to you for a while! it's all good though. anyways, later you non baby killing un-whore! (you aren't a whore, if you didnt catch that one, hehe)
wow thats terrible? how old is ur x best friend? my x best friend just started having sex. and if ur mature n everything n dont act like a whore i dont think theres nething wrong with it but shes an idiot lol. i hope someone tells her mom. lol.

---Cassie*
[Anonymous]
I have been okay could be better tho! Thanks I love paris too the simple life is like one of my favorite shows now!!

So whats new with u girl?