Bored with life right now... i just got off the phone with Brian and i miss him like crazy! things are just so old anymore... people, school, this town! Im so sick of it all and i cant wait to get back out into the real world again... And i really want time to go by quickly so i can see him again, but at the same time, i def. dont want to feel like im wishing my life away either, especially since i dont know whats going to happen in the next year or so... plus as long as im with him, no matter how far apart we are- i'll always be content. He just does that to me. He gives me what no one else in the entire world could even begin to and he makes me feel like no one else could ever make me feel. without him id feel worthless and incomplete. im happy i found my soulmate and that makes nothing seem bad... U know u love me! Muah... - ♥ Crysa*