Merry Christmas... i moved my site cause my other journal site really wasn't working too well..... So ne way i got this one. I feel So lonley.... im not depressed or anything like that im really happy it's just i feel like my Friends aren't my friends anymore. Like they don't trust me or something. i feel Secluded And Alone * That's From Joey * I just can't be friends with some of them cause for reasons.... Like they just make me feel alone....... So Ne ways Christmas was so much fun!!! I got a new Tiffany's NeckLace!!! Wahoo Im addicted ..... Lol Omg next week on Jan 7 is The Oc Return!!! I am Sooooooo Excited ya'll have no idea!!!!!!! Haha kate and i have too much fun talking about it!!! Lol So ne ways about love or whatever..... Yeah I still do love him but i just dun want to be hurt by him, he scares me sometimes, like he's changed.... and not for the better but for the worse. Anyways i talked to amanda last night with all my feelings and we had such a good converstation i was soooooo Happy after than thanks Manda!!!!! New Years I don't kno what im doing?????? I think going to my neighbors house??? Dunno.... i seriously don't want to even think about school.... but since ms Dussel had to give us that stupid project.... i have like so Much FUcking stuff to do... plus i hvae band music which is so fing hard!!!! It's way too much stress.... We are reading romeo and Juliet... and i actually really really like it it's really pretty if u look at in a different way other than oh this is really boring cause it isn't u kno????? WEll i guess ill be checking back with you later........ Ali