Yesterday i think i hit an all time low for myself. I mean all time. I dont beleive i have ever in my life been that sad or depressed. but as i woke up today i realized.... this is a brand new day. I can change my life. And just get over this. I think that i can do that. And i believe that i am a strong enough person do be able to do that. I believe in myself totally and i just like realize i need friends in my life. that they do care and i love them all so very much. i dunno its a brand new day. and i just hope everything is gonna be better soon. I dun think i can take another weekend like i had this weekend. Seriuosly the worst saturday of my life. But today is gonna kick so much ass. Im going to panera i think with kylie. were studying for julius casear test which is critical for me to get a hundered percent on. if i dont get a hundred percent than im fucking screwed. But its gonna be ok. Ill live. than im watching the Football game. We gotta beat the eagles that would be amazing. This year im really into football which is odd cause i usually only watch the super bowl and forget who won a month later. Lol. than im gonna go to play persecution were i pretend to be a spy and wear all black. I am beyond excited for it. i totally dominated last year. can i get a hell yeah?! So than American Dreams Is on. I Love it this year. omg last weeks episode was amazing. I give it like 10 gold stars. Alright im gonna go read my of my romance novels cause they make me smile. Talk to u later.. Oh yeah i just wanna say to SMPC that i love her very much and i really appreciate her listening to me go on and on about stuff. And shes an amazing person and im beyond happy she is my best friend. i would be lost without her. Weve been through so much and im beyond beyond happy that were still soooo close. id die with out ya Girl Gmorning Kids Ali