Today was A neat Day!!!!! I went to school and that was ok.... sorta. I seriuosly must have mind blanks... cause i never know what is going on when i get home i kinda forget what happened in school. Yeah we had our english tests. So many of the questions were so opinionated... its like if Mr **** dosent agree with ur answer its wrong... which is gay cause all the answers were like right... Mofo... Grr he makes me mad somtimes. I thinking of talking to taht person. Cuase its so awkward and hard to not like randomly im him and like talk to him. It sucks so bad. Cuase like of something stupid taht i did.... i dunno it just dosent make ne sense. But i just want him to kno that i am sorry for whta i did and what i said in this diary. It was wrong i was just mad i guess. I dunno if he will ever talk to me again... but i just want him to kno that im sorry..... IM thinking of going to OPen Yg tonight i want to so bad... but kayla isnt going and fic isn't gonna be there cuase he has to go see his brother who is comming home from Germany which is intense. My goal for like this year is to not get in fight and try to be happy and not be in conflicts cause i dont want to regret nehting about my high school life... thats Important to me. I think i would seriuosly die without my music. Like when i play the piano or clarient or whatever... its like theraputic. or something it makes me like mellow and feel better. Haha who needs drugs when u got ur clarinet. Haha that was a good one. - Even a heart transplant wouldn't show you how I feel would it baby? It's tearin' up my past now, Yeah, wouldn't show you how I feel would it now? -