Hey Today was just another monday. You kno boring rainy and just plain stupid. Haha Lol So yeah i am so infactuated with this one dude. It's not even funny. Like i see him and i have like this orgasmic expierence.... ( Oh my father ) Like he is just so freckin goodlooking like i want on him. Omg... he's so freckin hott.... OH my Gosh......... !!!! Lol i get get enough. Was it be mean to ali day. There was alot of jerks being mean today? I dunno but like im not sure if there joking or not? IM not very good at that type of thing. Like this weekend i think i turned into a totaly ditz. I started using like alot and just started acting like dumb. I didn't even realize i was until people were like ali ur such a ditz. Lol oh well it's how i am. Im gonna try to do better. I think it's my infactuation. Yeah he wasn't here today oh well. Im slowly but surly getting over him. after everything people taht i kno and trust have told me than why do i wanna be with him. I dunno i guess there is like a huge part of me that thinks i could change him. Or not that i would change him but the expierence of being togehter with him would change him. I dunno i guess im going into that movie thing where i believe everything is like it is in the movies. I wish it were. It always ends up better in the movis. If real life was like that than movies would be boring? I guesS SO again i feel lonley. Like i dunno. Friends are becoming enemies and stuff. And dissing me for other friends. Now i see what some people were talking about when they said that. It kinda pisses me off. Oh well if they want to be that way than thats there problem. Omg on the social studies project i got 121/100!!!! Whos proud of me i am proud of me. I worked my mother freckin ass off... that freckin raised my grade to like an A mi madre is gonna be so proud!!!! I wanna kno when new episodes of one tree hill and all the other shows come back??? Anyone kno??? Gilmore girls jess comes back i love him he's so hott!! Lol OK well im gonna work on hmwork... talk to u later kids Ali