- Just got back from cams house. haha it was fun times man ill tell u. we watched thirteen i love love that movie those girls are so fucking screwed up in the fucking mind. it totally makes me laugh. But its an awesome movie that i totally heart. Yeah so than we went upstairs and like just played the guitar and pretended we knew how to sing it was some good times. i saw her dress its hott. Yeah so than we went back down stairs and ate cookies than i went home. cam drove out of the garage and than she was going up her street. omg it was so funny... cause like its just odd to see ur best friend driving its so freaky. Omg 2 months till i get my permit.... holy shit this is gonna be crazy.. I cant trust ne one really i mean ive realized this before but i truly cant trust ne one Like half the time i dunno if their telling the truth. I think i make this thing up in mind of the person that they are but im like blind to the actual person that they are it kinda like makes me rethink them. I dunno like u can have the deepest conversation with someone one night and than the next day their a total fag to u. It totally sucks i dunno if their like being fake wiht me or not. I dunno im just glad i have friends and stuff becuase i realized like tonight how bad that would be if i ever lost cam. Id probably die. Shes always been there for me no matter what and i love her so much. Yeah well im gonna go to sleep gotta go tomorrow to church than harvest day which i totally heart!!! Love ya Ali Rae