- Friday at last. this week went by really fast im like sorta suprised. Im just staying home tonight cause likei have psats tomorrow and i just want to be like rested and u kno? Yeah cause i have to get up at like 730 in the morninging tomorrow. i dunno what im doing for the rest of the weekend. I udnno why but im like excited for yg... it totally is fun this year... cuase of chad ya kno? Yeah. Um today totally looked like shit. Man that was one of the worst hair days that ive had in a while. grr i want a hair cut. - I Wouldnt want to break ur heart. But i dont think You even Realize How Much ur Breaking mine Now. I really like Him.. no matter how much i tried to not.... i think i always will. I mean there was something there. and like i was gay and fucked it up again.... damn im so stupid. I havnt gotten over him and he probably hates me now. Now when we talk its like were not talking. i feel like there is a barrier or something that we cant talk on. Like i feel im talking to a stranger. it was fine on thursday last week than on friday shit just happened.. and like it just got weird. i thought he liked me. I dunno. I would never ever wanna hurt him. Ever and like its sad... cause i thought i loved him. I swear last week i thought i did. Arg this is so stressful.... i wanna be with him more than nething.... ArG!!!!!!!! <3Ali Rae If only you could see. The stranger Next To me. You Promised You Promised that your Done. But i cant Tell You From The drugs