- hey - Boys are the biggest drama queens like seriously ever. They all are so fucking emotional. You can't say ne thing to them with out them fucking shitting a brick. it's like you fucking just say something kiddingly and they have a fucking meltdown. I seriously don't understand it. It's like they can say ne thing they want to you but if u even say the same thing to them it's like your the bad one.... As If!!! It's like we have pms once a month... they have it everyday. Yeah.... well i did have an entry in here like two days ago but it got erased cause my thing wasn't working. it was really good. So i guess im gonna have to update again. On friday we didn't have school. Val and i went to see cheaper by the dozen. It was a cute movie. I really liked it. It wasn't like oscar worthy or anything, but cute. than on sat i went to the mall with julie weeber. Shes a fun girl. Haha i love her. I got shoes. the shoes i wanted. i havn't worn them to school yet cuase im scared that they are gonna get ruined. So than monday we had no school.... and than tuesday we got sent home early. it's been a hard week. I have a new schedule and my lunch sucks. Julie is in my lunch is awesome cause that makes me happy. but i feel lonley. i miss my old lunch with shannon and courtney and kate and lauren and nikki. It was so much fun. but now there isn't really ne one. i mean there is julie but i mean there isn't a group of us.... u kno... Oh yeah marybeth too i love her!!! Lol so ne ways this week has really been sad. Ive been sad all week. I feel lonley. I think thats the theme of this week. I also htae alot of people. I can't help it im full of it. God help me please. I feel lost and alone. I feel lonley at my youth group cause there are cliques being formed and i dun feel like im apart of them. I dun like going there cause im sick of the people seeing me as weird. I feel different like no one likes me. I think im gonna go watch some tv. Love -ali-