- When ur a teenager why is every emotion like multiplied a thousand times. one minute ur lonely and than the other minute u feel like there are too many people around you. Somtimes all you want his for his to wrap his strong arms around you. and than theres those times u wonder why u even like him. I dont understand it. Its like you have to be a perfect person at all times. if ur too loud than your annoying.... but if ur quiet than theres something wrong with you. What is the norm? How are we supposed to know? I sure as Heck dont. I dont Understand this life. Why do we have to go through all this stuff??? So Much Pain but at the same time u feel happy... i just dont understand. Like what is perfection.... And why is it so nessary. I dont wanna be ne thing else.... but at times i feel so... Wrong? I guess i just want to fit in but ill probably never.... Grr im being A lil too Emo.. i dunno i just was struck with this like needing to talk about this and since there isnt neone to talk about this with right now ill just talk about it on here. I dont understand some people.... Oh well its gonna be Ok in the end.... but i knoi that someday ill find a way to keep my self from holding on, i want to be, somewhere i can't see the roads a place everytime u breathe a wish comes true. i want to be where memories of distant days come to life again. Yeah Like 3rd grade. except the thing is life was never simple. In third grade i was still going through the same self doubt just not at the capacity i am now. I dunno its like u cant wait to leave a place but when you do its like u want to get back..... i never in a million years thought i would miss junior high but i do... especially seventh and eigth grade i wish i could go back in time and just change things i did and said... that would be so intense.... but i guess my lesson now is to do unexpected things do things that i wish i did so that i have no regrets.. Wow i just got deep there for a second ok Well... have a great day!!! Ali