I just worked out for 2 hours and i feel so much better. I think tonight im going to the mall. And just hang out. Not really buy nething but have fun with people i love. I think i need to see someone for anger managment. IM not like just saying that i think i serisouly do. Like taht last entry i dont kno what was really bothering me. But i was beyond sad and angry. I dont kno. God Help Me.