have u ever had a dream just like end. like something uve wanted for years just realize taht its over. theres nothing u can do to change it. something u worked so hard and so long for just taken out from under you and given to someone else.its like fuck. I hate this i hate my life. why dosent life ever work out the way u want it to. i dont understand why people have to go through this. Its stupid and its ghetto and i hate it. i really really do. I dont understand . FUCK