OMG!!! My mom can get one my nerves so much! I know that she wants the best for me but sometimes i feel so small and that she doesnt care at all. When this song first came out, i told her i dedicated it to her and he was like "No Sarah, I don't want you to be perfect...I just want you to be more responsible." I know deep down, thats not true! If she didnt wanted me to be so perfect, she wouldnt be in my case all the damn time. I hate talking about my mom like this. If feels good to get it out. I love her so much, but its so hard for my to tell her. ALot of my friends think I'm mean to her, and i will admit, i am, but i'm not really good at expressing my love her her. This is for her, even though shes never gonne read it...MOM, I LOVE YOU! God, now i wanna cry, I can feel it coming! I dont know what my deal is. I feel so lost right now. Like i don't know what to do with myself now. I feel so alone in the world. Like sometimes i just want to stay in my room for days to see if anyone would even notice if i'm not around. I feel like so many things are happening so fast and i dont know what to do. My family wants my to be something i'm not. My friends are all away at college. I sometimes feel like i have to compete with them. My mom wants me to move out of the house, she always talking about my job, money, school...everything is coming so fast and i dont know what to do. She always says how i need a boyfriend...I have learned that i dont need a boy to make me happy. I just want to be able to live me life with no one to help me. Gosh, i hate crying over this shit!!! Right now, I'm just hating life. AHHHHHH!!!!!