Last week was ok. I saw Nate everynight! It was great! My mom thinks there is something going on between us but we just enjoy eachothers company. lol, that and hes gorgeous! We talk alot, and i feel like i can tell him anything. Me and my mom got into it again. I've just about had enough. Theres sooooo much going on, these past few weeks have just been hell. Its ok though, i'm sick of letting little shit get to me. Um... this weekend. Friday, Nates dad was in Austin so we hung out over there. I ended up staying the night, i was too gone to leave... yeah so what my house is all of 5 minutes away, who wouldnt want to stay with Nate, lol! Well we watched movies till like 5am then i went to bed and woke up at 7 but he was still awake. Then we both crashed at 7 and got up at 9. Saturday, I was gonna go to SFA but i didnt really feel like getting trashed. I stayed and hung out with Nate and his brother. Yesterday, was kinda boring. I did yard work, thats always fun! That night, Nate and I went to see Ray, such a good movie! My weekend was going to well and then i got so sad news... we'll theres 2 things. Thursday, i found out that one of my cousins had passed away. I didnt know him all that well We had spent alot of time together when i was little but then that was it, but still he was my age and thats always hard. The funeral is Thursday and I'm going. Its gonna be so weird seeing the other side of my family that I havent seen in like years! Well... I found out that my best friend in the whole wide world is getting married at the age of 20! With a psycho that no one likes! whyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! gr! I cant do anything about it, so if he wants to ruin his life, I'm not gonna stop him! none of us are! OK... I'm done. Till nex time!