Helloooo, havent been here in like 3 days but its ok because all is well. I havent been to school in a few days. If my mom knew she would flip. I've just been really lazy lately. I promise I will go to school tomorrow. Well Julian is coming home this weekend. He has been feeling down and needs to get away from St. Louis for a weekend. I think its pretty cool. But I'm not gonna get to spend time with him though. I have to work all weekend and I know he just wants to chill so I'm not gonna bother him. Tomorrow is my friend Carlos's B-day. Hes gonna be 20! WOWZA! I feel so young. By the time my b-day comes along, all my friends are gonna be 20 and I'm still gonna be 18. Oh well, I kinda like being the baby, hehehe! Well back to Julian coming home. He was saying how he has been feeling lonely and he thinks that he needs a girlfriend cause he misses the attention and stuff. I was trying to help him and like talk about it but I'm kinda having the same problem. I mean I really miss having a boyfriend and stuff but then again they come with alot of baggage. I miss the attention and stuff too! With me ex, after we broke up, we were like best friends! I felt like Will and Grace...It was just fun, i mean we could laugh and have fun and everything. It was great. Even if I had a guy best friend that I could just chill with and stuff, that would be awesome! but i dont...I'm not looking but if the right thing comes my way...great! If not then, oh well, I'll be fine...I guess. Until next time!