Ok I'm really getting pissed at my mom! I love her and all but sometimes she can just treat me like I was a mistake or something, or like she wish she never had me! I hate it, as if anything else in my life isnt going wrong, she has to make it just a little worse! I wanna cry myself to sleep every night and it shouldnt be like that. I want to be happy again, I really do. I wanna play around and goof off with her like we used to...now I cant even give her a silly look without her bitching at me or biting me head about something. She never believes me, she doesnt trust me...what the hell is that! I really just wanna leave and be by myself for awhile. Wether it be like going out of town or just to someone house, I dont know but I cant stay here anymore! I hate feeling unwanted.. I hate feeling like I'm a peice of shit! I hate the way I look and having my entire family comment about it! I hate crying! I hate being along at times like this! I'm young and my life shouldnt be like this! I just wish I had people in my family who cared enough to listen but I don't. All they do it yell and bitch about me! If its that bad, why dont they jsut get rid of me...I would be glad to do it for them! I just wanna go...*tear*