Yeah so today when i got up my mom hadnt left to work yet. She was online under my name and the my ex was on. I had told my mom what he said to me and she told me not to talk to him and sure enough when she said that he IMed me. I didn't want to say anything but of course, I gave in. I was just like "what." Well I told him that what he said the other day really hurt me. And he was just like "i'm sorry" and i told him that sorry wasnt good enough. Then i told him to read the entry that I wrote about him. When he read it, he just went on about how sorry he was and that he should of considered my feelings before he said anything. After that, I was just like whatever and I didnt want to talk to him anymore. Then he was like "we have a mission. We're gonna find you a boytoy." I kinda laughed and said i didnt want one. I really need to just let go of that boy for good or jsut stop talking to him for a really long time. Last time i tired that it lasted about 2 or 3 months. Lets go for a year this time! After him, no telling when im gonna have a boyfriend or even date again. I'm sooo picky now, thanks to him. It just seems like all guys are the same now days and they only want one thing. Sorry, but i want a relationship...not many guys want that. Oh well!