Thats it! I'm giving up on all this bullshit! I finally told MIchael I liked him...well Freak told him and I honestly dont know what his reaction was but as of now I want nothing to do with him. All I can do now is cry about it cause I know I lost a friend. It just makes me really sad cause i could be all wrong about this...I havent really talked to him But this makes me think...what the fuck am I doing here. I don't wanna be here anymore! If all I'm gonna be doing is crying over shit like this, there is no piont for my existence on this earth...I just wanna give up! I hate it here, I really do!