Sometimes I look at my life and I just wanna end it right where it is. I mean sometimes I just don't know what to do. I feel like everyone is against me and I'm the only one on my side and it hurts to feel this way. Everyone has their problems and no one is perfect, so why does everyone bitch at me cause I'm not. I know I'm young and I have the rest of my life to live... but whats the use if other people are just gonna make it worse for me and put me down cause the way I look. When its people you know its not that bad cause you know that they dont know the real you. But when it comes from family...it feels like someone just stabbed you in the heart with a really sharp knife. I hate it when they tell me stuff I already know, it just gets to me and makes everything so bad. Right now, I don't even wanna go home. I am just in so much pain and I know if I do, I'm gonna cry myself to sleep. I'm getting a headach right now from just holding back the tears. I dont know what to do...