Today my mom told me to start looking for a place to live... She said that if I wasnt in school and if i wasnt working, that she didn't want to support me anymore. Its really hard to hear that from her. I was talking to Randy when it happened, I told him I had to go...I was about to break down on the phone and I didnt want him to hear me cry. Later he sent me a text message that said " If God brings you to it, he will take you through it"...I thought that was kinda nice of him. I told Ivy about it, she said we both need to get out the house, i agree. I can't take it in here anymore. Vernonica asked me what was wrong and i explained everything to her. She told me to call her and we talked for a while. She showed me both sides of the situation...I know what my mom is going through...I don't think she knows what I'm going through. My mom asked me again if I wanted to go to a doctor, I told her no but if she thought that was the best thing to do, then whatever... I promised Veronica I would go to the school tomorrow, she said she would give me $2 for every class I signed up for, LOL! I don't know if I'm gonna go tomorrow, but for sure, I'm gonna go this week. I guess my mom is worring alot. I went to my aunts today and my grandma told me that she doesnt know what she would do if my mom got sick over me...I'm a little worried about her, but i dont know what to do. She told me she was gonna stop asking me about work and school...thank god, I think thats whats killing me the most, hearing it from her everyday. Hopefully, I can get my life together on my own and this will all be over soon...lets just pray.