I wanna leave!!!

Feeling: upbeat
My Immortal I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating mind Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me This is the best song in the world! It makes me cry everytime i listen to it. I dont know why. It reminds my of my ex alot. Not only that but just alot of things in it remind me of how much I dont wanna be here anymore. There is so much shit going on in my life that I really can't handle now. My mom told me not to come home today...that hurt me...i didnt even do anything. I feel so unwanted right now. My best friend is leaving tomorrow and when he's gone, i'm gonna have nothing. I need someone...I really do! I dont know why but I need someone to run too when i feel like this. Like no bullshit...I'm alone! I don't want to feel like this any more! I want to smile more often, I dont wanna cry anymore!
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[Anonymous]
that song is the shit! it makes me cry too.. but it makes my smile too :)
[Anonymous]
I LOVE this song! I know! I was so happy yesterday - still am. It makes me smile every time I think about it. I go to Hastings College in Hastings, NE. My majors are English with an emphasis in writing, Psychology with an emphasis in personality/social, and my minor is Christian Ministry. Where do you go to school? What grade? Have a great day!
[Anonymous]
yea john mayer is awesome! definetly.. well actually hes more the awesome..

[Anonymous]
hey sweety... u know that im just down the street if u ever need sumone to talk to. id really like for u and i to hang out one day anyway. but we'll get into that later. i just hope that for now things turn out for the best with u. just be happy in the decisions u make. as long as ur happy... thats all that really matters. take care and call me if u ever need me. xoxo
[Anonymous]
true, i am just venting to whomever will listen lol
hun u know im here for u if you ever need anything. and my house is always open to you. i love you hun.
Your feelings are justified and they matter.
I don't know you but I care and I'm sorry that you're hurtiing!!!! Never give up!!!! I care!!!!!
[Anonymous]
You need to take care of yourself. Realize that drama is crap. No one can make you feel something. Your feelings are your choice.
[Anonymous]