Ok its about 1:00 am and I'm trying to write my essay for Texas State. I'm not doing anything so I figure I just try to start since I've been putting it off for so long. I'm determined to send my application off my the end of this week. My plan is to talk about how deprived I was as a child and make them feel bad for me... Well today went by a little fast, I took my pills like a good girl. I really think they are curving my apetite, like I hardly ate today. Now i just need to start exercising and I'll be on my way to the Land of the Skinny! Steve woke me up at like 8 today. He sent me a text message. Then he told me that he was gonna stop trying to get with me...I was a little confused by it. I think he thinks that I dont like him or something, cause whenever he says anything like that, I don't say anything. Its not cause I don't like him, I just don't know what my feelings are towards him. For now, I think I just want to keep it at friends and after I meet him, I can decided. Either way, hes an awesome guy...! I talked to my sister today, she said she doesnt know if she is gonna come down this weekend. If she does me and her and Ivy and maybe Steve are gonna have a ball. I havent seen Ivy and Adriana since November! Thats a long ass time. I talk to them all the time, but its not the same...When we do get together, we are gonna have such a good time. And when me and Ivy go to huntsville, its gonna be even better, cause I'm gonan get my tattoo (that is if I dont chicken out and Ivy does it with me)and just be us wild and crazy girls! Omg I can't wait to leave. Me and Ivy were talking about getting our own place. That would be wayyyy cool! Steve said he wants to move in with us, fat chance, but it would be way cool to have a guy roomie! But before we even consider getting a place of our own...we both need to find jobs, hehehe! Well, I'm gonna get back to writing this essay, it shouldnt take me that me that long, I have about 2 pages on paper, and i need I page typed, single spaced. I think i'll be fine. Well till next time!