UpS and DoWnS

Listening to: Security- Joss Stone
Feeling: mopey
Ok so I got a new layout thanks to my extremely talented and amazing friend, I love you Chad. Thank you for doing this for me because I’m to stupid to do it myself. You are just amazing in every way. :-p Anyways, nothing is really all that new and exciting in my life, well besides…you know :-p I’ve been so happy lately, although this week so far I’ve been going up and down within a matter of like 10 minutes. I keep flipping out at people for no reason :-/ and I know they hate it and they hate me when I’m like this but seriously I cannot help it right now. It doesn’t mean I like you any less or that I all of a sudden decided to hate you. You will come to understand my moods once you get to know me better. I hate myself just as much as you hate me for being like this, but please just bare with me, it will get better, I promise and I’m not one to break promises. There are so many things people don’t know about me. If you know me, consider yourself lucky, not many people do. Everything in my life is changing so much everyday. I’m not really sure what’s going on with anything. Like is said, I haven’t been happy in so long and sometimes I’m just not sure how to act, so if I seem weird, that’s probably why. This is all new to me, but I’ll get used to it soon enough. Anyway, school blows since play is over. I got like 20 tests back and I nearly failed all of them…my grades suffered so bad. Oh well time to start over, but then I think…why? School is practically over anyway, so who cares. Now I have to do all these scholarships me mom has been on my back about since forever. She is driving me nuts since I’ve been home and I’ve only been home two nights so far. I think I’m going to kill her. So anyways back to my new layout. I am now in love with Joss Stone. I love everything about her. I love her voice, I love her look, I love her attitude. I just love HER. I’m so glad I got to use the picture I wanted. I really really loved that pic and was really upset Chad didn’t think he could use it, but then, of course, he figured it out because once again, he is amazing like that. I swear it’s like he knows exactly what I want because when I saw my new design in my head, it looked exactly like that. Great minds think alike, or maybe it’s just artistic minds, either way it’s amazing and I love it. Ok I think I’m done for now, I might write later, I might not. Cya.
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